Over a year ago I was having a conversation with a friend while we were walking. We were talking about a certain fashion label and how much we loved their jackets. Our conversation ended up with us both admitting that no matter how much we had, we always want more. We were talking about wanting more stuff. New furniture, designer hand bags, new clothes, etc.
This candid conversation has always stayed with me. It exposed a part of my heart. An insatiable desire for more. I am incredibly blessed; I have more than most. And yet, I find my heart wandering into discontentment and a desire for more.
Allowing my heart to be discontent is a dangerous thing, because where does it end?
Discontent with my appearance?
Discontent with my stuff?
Discontent with friendships?
How about discontent with my marriage?
It is easy to recognize the danger when you are looking at it from a removed situation. The problem is not my things, the problem is my heart.
After the conversation with my friend, I did some soul searching. I most certainly did not want to become a woman who always needed more. I recognized that my life was great and that what I had to work on was choosing to be content and see that what I have is great; and not allow my heart to always see what I want or think I should have.
How do I combat my moments of discontentment? I purposefully and intentionally thank my God daily for all that I have. I choose to see the blessings that I have, and not the things that I do not have. I choose to see the good in my life and have a heart of gratitude to my God.
“Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand.” Philippians 4:6,7.
I have come to realize that this instruction is in the Bible because it is so easy to be discontent; to default to a heart that is selfish and greedy instead of thankful and grateful. We must seek our God with a heart of gratitude for all the good if we are to overcome our discontentment. This is an action that takes intention, work and practice.
“…for I have learned how to be content with whatever I have. I know how to live on almost nothing or with everything, I have learned the secret of living in every situation, whether it is with a full stomach or empty, with plenty or little. For I can do everything through Christ who gives me strength.” Philippians 4:11-13.
You have a choice to make. You can choose to want more. Or you can choose to take a step back and see all the blessings in your life.
Try it. Right now I want you to list 10 things you are grateful for. Thank God for each of those 10 things. And each time you catch yourself with a heart of discontentment, make a choice to replace it with 5 things you are grateful for. Do that each time. And slowly that heart of discontentment starts to change to that of gratitude. And I promise, you will be much more pleasant to be around when you choose to see the good in your life.